Ordering things online can be complicated

Haiii~ So the title says it all! I have FINALLY ordered my items onlinee! Yay~! My order kinda changed... Since the things I was planning on getting were 'temporarily out of stock' blaaaaah~ Oh well. At least I got them (:

Here they are~

Dolman-Sleeve Patterned Knit Dress

Hooded Sweater

Long-Sleeve Printed Top

"Smiley Face" Hooded Pullover

Shiny Skull Short Necklace

I had to change two of the items because the other two were the ones that were 'temporarily out of stock' gosh! Well anyways, I've got a DIFFERENT dress for grad this time (:

Bow-Accent Tie-Back Layered Dress

The dress I was originally getting only had light colors available only ): And since i'm wearing the dress I ordered to the banquet, it has to be dark colored! Roight =D So I'm getting this cute dress in black instead~ (: I can't waitt.

I'm kind of worried though.. Because my order is on hold ): they haven't authorized my moms visa card yet >.<" Gahh! I hope it goes through! I really do. I'm so excited! If it does go through, then my order should be in by January 29th ! Two days before my birthday~ Yay! It could be my birthday present from my mom and daad! Wooot (:

schooooL~ Is.. ugh. Frustrating. I'm NEVER motivated to go anymore. I've just gotten lazier and lazier every single day )': It actually makes me want to cry because I want to be really successful in life, not someone that works at a fast food for the rest of their lives! Ahhh~ Where's my motivation crew? ): [this is the longest blog I have ever written.. I think!] Well yeah... I'm such a fck up ): I hate myself for that. Gaaaawd. Well, idk I hope things can be fixed. If they can just hear me out, I will actually change my ways and GO to Cosmetology class. No if's, and's or but's. I would actually go! I hope they give me a chance.

Well, that's all for now! ^_~